i'll put you in perspective
>2016, get the bac within the top 1% range
>top ecole preparatoire
>burnout, slack off, lose IQ points
>make it to the top tier engineering school in my cunt in a 3rd world shithole
>consider this a massive failure because I couldn't qualify to a top school in France
>depression some more
>sleep on the double degree programs in my school
Do I ever have a chance to go back in the game? I have spent my entire life in elite establishments and to find myself wallowing in mediocrity is fucking pathetic. My biggest ambition was to get admitted to a good school (abroad preferably UK) for postgrad, but the prospects are looking pretty fucking bleak, bruhs. Is there any way, any way at fucking all to make up for my academic blunders in undergrad? Or am I doomed to reap the results of my retardation for the rest of my life.

If so, give me a reality check. Tell me it's impossible. Please.