>>13108294you know, the more you say things like this, the more i feel the call of the wild
the more i dream of longships and roundshields
i'm a reasonable man and i once absolutely would've defended anyone from muh racism, but this white genocide thing is starting to sound like people mean it. like, actual people who i actually know who actually hate me for being white. i wasn't raised to hate anyone. i haven't hurt them. i've tried to help however i reasonably could, whenever the opportunity presented itself. i tutored black kids in my middle school, informally, just helped them figure things out. tried not to let them just cheat off of me, but instead tried to actually teach them what i knew so they could do it too. i'd tell off teachers that were teaching objectively, demonstrably wrong things because i felt that my peers deserved better, and a solid 90% of those peers were black. i didn't do it for me, but for them. i was taught that they were prejudiced against, and i wanted them to succeed in spite of it.
and as i grew up and saw that if i wanted a scholarship i'd have to work my ass off for it while those black kids i was tutoring could just sort of have them, i felt a bit shit about that. like, okay, yeah. you're poor and i'm slightly less poor, so i guess i can tank the hit. your parents are retards and they gave you weed at 12, while mine taught me astronomy and stuff. okay, sure. i'll figure it out, you go on.
that was fine. but now, people are actually indulging in full-blown hatred towards people that look like me because of the actions of a few. damning us all, because a few of us damned them all.
i'm starting to think i should've just let them all fail. i'm starting to think of longships and roundshields.
