>>13100391When I was in middleschool I was your run of the mill mathematically impaired retard. Factorization seemed like black magic, the inner workings of sines and cosines were unknown to my mind and I didn't understand how division even worked, I just did it. Then suddenly everything clicked into place in highschool when I discovered numberphile and started to like math, it was like my brain said " hey, this is interesting, let's grant more brain power to help understand this more", I went into math competitions and came out in the top three, developed a method of adding the numbers in simple sequences and got into a fancy uni to study math and physics.
You don't like math, you like the idea of math, which is a good start. Find a theory or problem that tickles your fancy and go up from there, for me it was calculus and analysis but it could be anything for you, it could be topology, set theory, linear algebra, whatever.
