Hopefully this isn't too clear as Im a fuck but

>be me
>16 and a half about
>think I can do something meaningful, envious of peers who have done so much at my age
>picked online school over going to school with a mask during the pandemic, lost an opportunity to go to some community college because I really fucking hate school and got bad grades
>stuck to a computer
>reading a calculus book, but want to do something in real life or something that has a clear benefit or result

What do? Literally anything is fine related to STEM shit. Things like graphic design or coding are meh at best but I am unsure what they really mean to the world in general. I also will probably have to go back to a shitty public school in a few months (in which i can gain something but only after a year) so I want something I can think about doing or read about while there