>>13050001For one to learn to love math one must break the (likely) many mental blocks that come with trying to break through the material. As a fellow retard I can confirm that this will take great patience and a willingness to suffer a bit (or a lot) to arrive at results that are worth the time spent studying up for them. I can assure you, though, that it is well worth the effort and you'll find your ability to learn will improve a great deal.
I personally begun at square one on Khan academy. Youtube has also been an invaluable resource. Search to your hearts content. Browse wikipedia just to see what's out there. Take some tests to figure out where the holes in your basic skills are and just go from there. The idea is that once you learn how to utilise basic techniques and tricks to basic problems, you can slowly but surely inch your way into more abstract fields and branch out from there. Once you've, say, reached calculus make another thread and anons can take you from there.
Retard to retard, godspeed.