Why don't I have any real fucking friends? Is there any science behind this? I'm fit and good-looking, had multiple gfs when I was younger, had sex, and had some okay friends at school, but none of them wanna like call me or text me or invite me first and they would rather talk to someone who's their favorite if possible. What the hell am I doing wrong? I'm just so fucked and suicidal all the time I really need help and friends to hang out with. I only leave the house for school, groceries and gym, I'm always inside watching youtube all day and sleeping. I live in a really small city maybe that's fucking me up? Thanks