Help me /sci/. I'm a mechanical engineer in my tenth year post college and I want to fucking kill myself. There's no future for me outside of staring at a computer screen all day. I honestly just want to start over as a welder or something. How do I find a job I can monkey-branch to that doesn't involve rotting away under fluorescent light pretending to laugh at my shitlib coworkers shitty jokes? I love designing things but I can't take this shit anymore