>>12997258today felt like the day where I've read all the books that I wanted to read for the most part, excluding the endless amount of technical ones and a few philosophy, history or literature books I'm fine with picking up when I'm 40+.
There's no "must"-consume movie, tv show, video game or anime for me left either.
And I'm content history-wise and an overall "pop" understanding of all subjects when it comes to knowledge. (As in I don't feel a need to read a bunch of articles, watch lecture videos and browse wikipedia anymore).
Yet my brain just depressingly stayed lost and tired today, I did little other than work-out and then caved in and visited 4channel to shitpost and browsed some twitter accounts.
It's like fucking brain damage, I thought I would be free. THERE'S NOTHING TO CONSUME ANYMORE, I wish I could start living normally where I'd spend my day training a skill, cooking, working out more and reading technical books that I want to get better at. I'll try again tomorrow.
But for real like seen above I tried looking for something, I don't know what and it's missing.