>something (the Universe) came from nothing for all we know
>we are stuck in the something with no explanation why we’re in it
>absolutely no idea what the something even is; cosmology and science only describe the evolution and parts of the something, doesn’t give a holistic explanation of what the fuck is going on and why
>somehow I just happen to be a human in this nearly endless universe right as human civilization reaches a historical climax and is on the edge of an abyss
None of this makes sense. The absurdities inherent in reality/cosmology and human existence are so numerous it’s sickening. It’s so absurd I don’t see the harm anymore in wondering maybe we’re overlooking something or that something has been covered up, akin to platos cave and higher forms/reality being obscured by the puppet masters. I’d rather be deemed a schizo than be a cave dwelling troglodyte mistaking shadows for reality.