>>12971045God schemes are so good, I'm taking an scheme course this year and while it's super tough, it's also so satisfying seeing stuff like flatness turn into something geometric.
If I were to delve i to AT I'd like all the infinity categories I can take desu. I have no idea what spectra are though
>homotopytheory of finite CW spacesDo you mean stuff like homotopy group of spheres and what have you? Tbh that kind of stuff seems boring to me, but Serre once studied it so it has to have some appeal
>group cohomology Group cohomology looks really cool, I don't think we have any course which delves into it in my uni sadly.
Is it this that you study? I thought you were into "standard" AT but from a reply I read you're coming from a more algebraic place
>>12971306I get it that it's a meme, but are there any examples of this? I thought there was only one mtf regular in here, and even irl I've never heard of a famous trans mathematician
>>12971616Sure, I'll try.
I think this was the peak of my dysphoria was during puberty, feeling like irreversible changes are happening and I'm sitting here helpless. There was this huge sense of dissonance.
Nowadays dysphoria can be when I look in the mirror and I think my face (or anything really) is so much like a man's, or when I'm out and about and people misgender me, or when I think about my lost childhood.
It usually feels like pain idk how else to describe it, and right after my mind wants to go back and keep staring at the mirror, or mull over the interaction, or think about my childhood until I cry. I'm usually good enough to ignore this feelings, but some days I'll give in and that day will be a day of crying and laying in bed. At that point it feels like depression more than pain.
Idk I didn't want to write so much, tl;dr it usually feels like pain whenever I'm confronted with everything about me that my mind thinks is different from a cis woman's (which can be the most ridicolous things honestly)
