>>12964204You have to reduce yourself to a lower level of thinking and sensing.
You dont notice so much that your life is shit and even if you did you dont process that information too much.
Once life is shit enough, you perform so badly that life will become even shitier.
as a consequence you have to reduce your mental capacity even further.
Anything that damages your neural system becomes your friend.
any logic that is categorically equivalent to "why your life is crap" becomes enfuriating.
Society then calls you priviledged white trash.
From here on there is no more help. the only salvation is death. But by this time you have developed a nicotine dependency and you certainly are not going to give up on that so suicide is out of the picture.
working a menial job is the only option left and there is nothing anyone can do to stop this.
