Calc 2 is actually fucking ruining me
I went back to uni at 27 after nearly a decade of doing hard drugs and fucking up my life, and decided to study geology, ive done completely fine in mathematics up until this point. Im losing motivation and kind of want to off myself.

I think I just ruined my brain with heroin, lsd, and mdma. I literally cant grasp this shit.

sorry for just sounding off.