I'm a loser, a lazy person, a person who procrastinates quite a lot of the time.
And you know, if it's my pleasure, I probably would never have written this post, at the same time be ashamed of themselves and write it about yourself.
I am 28 years old, I can do absolutely nothing in my life. I don't come from a rich family.
I'm still not independent, and I don't know what will happen to me if I don't change myself.
Every time the thought comes to me: "Well, it's time to change something", I open the editor and write there everything that I would do or write on tear-off stickers what needs to be done.
But I've never done what I wrote there yet.
I have ambitions, in my heart I want to change everything, earn good money, be a good programmer, a good father, husband, friend.
I hate myself for who I am, I don't want to be that way. As soon as I start learning something, in order to use it in my work, in order to become better, I am constantly distracted.
I start to study, I will sit and teach for 20-30 minutes and get distracted by some garbage, as a result, I procrastinate for a very long time and then I do not have the strength to learn something.
I do not know how to cope with my laziness, procrastination.
Even at the moment when I start to take up training, to take up any business, I am distracted by going to smoke cigarettes. In my life, I wanted to become a programmer many times, and I constantly chose for myself one or another programming language that would be necessary in a particular field.
And so...for many years (10 years). Can you imagine what results I could have achieved in these 10 years of constantly jumping from one to the other?!
Maybe someone was also like me, but became better and became smarter, more successful, began to have some significance for this world.
Please respond, write, how to change everything for the better?
How to force yourself to teach? How to become significant in this world?