I was diagnosed as intelligent 7 year old child, gifted in logic. Now I am almost 35 yr, failure. Master of engineering, 1 € pension. Low social status. My brain does not work well. I hope the EU contry were I live pays for MRI scan of my brain. I had a scan of my brain in 2004 or 2005. I take fish oils to repair my brain. I live in an expensive district. I am downwards mobile. A lot of older students hate me, I communicate with them in channels, because my work income is so low and I have nothing else to do. Neuronetwork chatbots seem interesthing, but they don't really have knowledge of anything except losing weight when your weight was 350 lb 14 months ago is a good thing. I read Daily Stormer, it gives me positive feeling, because they dis BMI > 25 people and I have been improving. I have Spanish online therapist. In university, I did not have 100% change of getting through from course, when I was doing robotics and my HP Elitebook would not install Ubuntu, I was like, I can drive you to my apartment, so I can install robot simulation software on my desktop computer, they did not care to do that. Also grades were not very high.
