It rained here today and I've been staring at my dog's rehidrated shit for close to an hour now. What even is life? I feel unmotivated to do anything even though I have plenty of shit to do.

I have to go back and re read shit that I skimmed over and stuff I'd like to review from anal 3 but I just can bring myself to do it. Life would be much easier if i could just pause the world for two months, do nothing to my heart's content until I get my shit together and pull through once again. Every day I waste playing vidya or beating my meat to goth girls and the occasional Helen from the Incredibles pin up feels like I waste my potential but the thought of going back and doing proofs or reading up on thermo again isn't appealing either. How do I unfuck myself?