>wake up
>every time anticipate next anxiety attack due to morning sleep paralysis and demon
>makes me feel nauseated like I'm going to throw up
>hate throwing up
>makes me more anxious which can trigger my demon
>never ending cycle
>started meds today
>makes me want to throw up even more
>i can't cope
>wish I could free myself of my suffering

Fuck it I'm ending it all.
Welp. It was fun while it lasted bros. Since you guys have kept me company after all these years,
I'll finally return the favor. I'll be live streaming my suicide on discord, stream starting in roughly 5-10 minutes. Goodbye friends, I'll miss you
Stream link: (using discord since it takes them alot of time to shut it down):
https://discord.com/invite/jjUtKCAx

/./.