I dont know why but recently i adquired a new phobia perhaps you can help me.Its related to math. I feel a like im having a existencial crisis whenever i think of big quantities like millions or billions. For example i was learning about how computers work on youtube. When the video guy talked about how a computer is making billions of task at the time and howmany microscopic transistor it had i shivered. The same thing happended to me when i was learning about the territorial extension of the sea. And when i was doing maths and stumbled upon a irrational number thinking about all the decimals made me go insane.

This fear came to me after that youtube video about how computers work.Perhaps this comes fear comes from me realizing how big the universe actually is Or something but i dont know. Please help me because now im afraid of maths and numbers on a irrational way.