I have just received a diagnosis for my dysgraphia, that goes like this (shitty translation)
> Anon in psychological research has revealed traits of genius. The student has an excellent auditory memory. He has a very high capacity for logical thinking in terms of abstracting, comparing and generalizing, both on abstract material and mathematical.
Problem is that I don't feel like a genius whatsoever. I don't know if it's the inferiority complex or the guy who examined me was shit. Moreover, I feel pretty depressed about negative liberty, and all my struggles about trying to increase it, have only led me to an even more depressing conclusion that you could only possibly increase it to any meaningful level if you reduce positive liberty to virtually nil.
What am I supposed to do with my life? I've been on this site since I was 13, now I'm 19, so I'm pretty blackpilled about everything. This means that I'm going to graduate from highschool this year (Poland), but I have no idea what I should do. I feel like stopping to read glowie-level materials (Ellipsis Manual and such) would make me less depressed, but what else?