>be me as little kid
>like to read about various sci topics
>parents very supportive of course
>go to STEM high school
>at some point I realize I can learn things but I don't have any original ideas
>I do some shitty seeds project for biology final that I half assed, while my friend makes a robot arm that mimics his arm movements with electrodes
>I drop out of high school because of "muh depression"
>go to community college taking 1 to 3 classes at a time
>get all As but my projects are the same uninspired bullshit, my stats final is literally "hurr durrr are my dicr actually random" spoiler alert they are
>realize I'm a brainlet and start wagecucking instead
>four years later I'm a factory wagie closing in on age 30
>before I got this job my mom got me ticket to a infographics seminar
>go there as a NEET at the time and sit in audience looking around realizing this was where I was "supposed" to be but I failed at it
>mom buys me a graphing calculator for my 25th birthday
>I have no use for it
I don't know what to do, the first few days I was working I wanted to cry and apologize to my mother for wasting all the effort she put into supporting me in life. I can never go to college now without paying out the ass and why should I? If I deserved to go I would have gotten scholarships and actually tried in school.
>like to read about various sci topics
>parents very supportive of course
>go to STEM high school
>at some point I realize I can learn things but I don't have any original ideas
>I do some shitty seeds project for biology final that I half assed, while my friend makes a robot arm that mimics his arm movements with electrodes
>I drop out of high school because of "muh depression"
>go to community college taking 1 to 3 classes at a time
>get all As but my projects are the same uninspired bullshit, my stats final is literally "hurr durrr are my dicr actually random" spoiler alert they are
>realize I'm a brainlet and start wagecucking instead
>four years later I'm a factory wagie closing in on age 30
>before I got this job my mom got me ticket to a infographics seminar
>go there as a NEET at the time and sit in audience looking around realizing this was where I was "supposed" to be but I failed at it
>mom buys me a graphing calculator for my 25th birthday
>I have no use for it
I don't know what to do, the first few days I was working I wanted to cry and apologize to my mother for wasting all the effort she put into supporting me in life. I can never go to college now without paying out the ass and why should I? If I deserved to go I would have gotten scholarships and actually tried in school.
