>>12854235Once you really understand your subject, the bigger challenge is accepting or tolerating how the education system moulds certain apolitical values into the grading system that allow you to be a functional and typical cog in the system, I'm not going to elaborate on that here, but you don't want that.
When you step back and look at the bigger picture you realise there's thousands of other people just like you, who want to get good grades, pursuing the same degree, so really, what value do you have? None, or very little.
I know what you want. Like any typical human being you want value. Value is in actually understanding your subject, and its purpose in the grander scheme of things, so to speak. You want to set yourself apart from others in a good way to shout out "hey, I'm different!"
I'm in the view for the most part the way they teach things at the University is to make people into these sort of automaton robots that run off naive altruistic values that can barely understand society and the things theyre taught. They want you to be functional enough to be controlled, but not functional enough to actually have power - and so you see how the magic trick is done? Youre a good boy for getting good grades and a good little doggy on a leash, when in reality they fear the wolves
