>>12836964You're a fellow Lainon, so I have some level of faith in whatever you decide to do. Do as other anons have stated, submit to your notions of your place in the natural order, or, ignore the number and just do what you can for whatever reasons you must. It's up to you man. That's basically it. Who gives a fug.
This guy has it right too.
>>12836969The sooner the better. SSRIs are quasi-lobotomies, they zombify. Take NAC and vitamin C, eat brazil nuts,improve your diet (less processed junk), start exercising. Make sure you have sources of zinc and magnesium as well. Don't let them halogenate you either, purified water only.
Honestly, I've never been tribal, but something about a fellow Lainposter falling for the SSRI and should i just kms myself self meme, I feel obligated to say something. Don't fall for the cringe + bluepill, Lain. Once these fucks see an opportunity to get their hooks in you they won't want to let go, it's a pipeline. You need to break free.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lhYfhhW5T2Ehttps://genius.com/Mindinabox-overwrite-annotatedIs my mind merely a complicated illusion? Is freedom just a wayward, delusion? It's too late...
I have an error in my soul! It begs me, to break free. But my programming is who I am..... It motivates me. It dominates me.
Is it too late? It is too late!.....
...It is not too late. I am not an error. I am not a machine... I am something else. It is not too late, to open my eyes, to clear the black. To see anew.
Anyway, good luck Lain. Only you know what you need to do, but I think you can do it. Fixation on greatness is also a meme however. "Not everyone can be great" for one thing but for another, define "great". Just find whatever is meaningful to you and try to do it. No need to try to be another Elon Musk or Newton, and I;m not sure one would truly want to. This is another logical sink people get trapped in. Like a moth beating itself to death against a light.
