I've noticed as the years go by I want to hunt more and more.
I want to hunt an animal, wear its skin and eat from it's flesh with my family.
the family part is important.
I want to give them food that I've killed for them.
I most of all want to kill a bear. specifically a grizzly.
I feel like I'm not a real man because I haven't killed a bear yet.
I don't hate animals though. I love my dog, and I want to respect the animal I kill by using all of it.
this desire grows stronger and stronger every day.
I asked my mother if she feels this way and she said not at all and that she abhors the idea and she could be vegetarian her whole life.
Is this just a natural male instinct? do you guys feel this way too?
I'm also half native if that changes anything.
I also think spear and bow hunting is way cooler than using a gun.
also I often get rape urges. I just want to pick up a woman and make her mine. It would be so trivial. women weight like nothing and I could just grab the prettiest girl and make off. But the law says I can't, so I don't. But I know I would without hesitation if that wasn't the case