/sci/, please for the love of god tell me there's a way to trigger hypomania in a bipolar patient that isn't

>stay up late lulz
>caffeine lulz
>change your medication lulz
>exercise lulz

I've tried all those things and so much more. none of them have worked. I am this close to blowing my fucking brains out. I need this. I need my passion and excitement back and if I don't have it I don't want to be alive