I stopped smoking weed 54 days ago, I have a really addictive personality but the reason I started a few 4 or 5 years ago in the first place was for the same reason I want to go back. Everything seems like a cope, there's no right and wrong that can be objectively proven, and everything is just the stories we tell ourselves. Why not start smoking weed all the time again? Is there any real reason not to? Will beginning again and continuing to affect my brain negatively?