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Scientifically, could me having grown up in a very dysfunctional family (to the point of having been called a psychopath), and watching anime, which included fanservice elements, as a kid (such as Fairy Tail), that I have rigorously avoided (from closing my eyes to skipping scenes) due to believing that I'm not supposing to watch them, been a determining factor in me becoming asexual? Another factor that I could think of is having been on this site since I was 14, and therefore having been exposed to 'redpills' regarding women, pornography, or whatever. Yes, 14 is still being a kid, but that phase of my mine where I would almost religiously (not literally since I have been an atheist since figuring at 11 that I believe in something that I have no evidence for) avoid porn was roughly till the age of 13.

To elaborate on my condition - I find the act of sex primitive, and am repulsed by it. I did watch Highschool DXD when I was 13 due to curiosity, but I didn't really understand the fascination of MC with pursuing erotic interests. I think women to be more pleasant to look at than men (used to play games where gender didn't matter as a female character, until I read the behavioral psychology redpill), but have no interest in engaging with them only because they are women