>>12790558>>12790558Sorry fren, but I don't really know that feel, lol.
I pretty much just avoid taking classes I don't care about and I study all day. I'm lucky enough to have an almost encyclopedic knowledge of useless fucking trivia from being an autistic little shit and can grasp concepts easily. I haven't had many problems in classes, yet.
I also go to anons for advice and help, so in the end I don't really talk to faculty that much.
Tbqh though, when I do talk to faculty I end up wanting to kill myself. Seriously, I honestly wish my Jew profs were as unhelpful as yours. I think mine are too """helpfull""".
They keep on recommending that I go to some of the on campus POC groups and that I read several books on critical race theory (not for a class) and shit. They also send me pamphlets and articles that discuss shit like "surviving Whiteness".
For whatever reason they seem to be trying to steer me into this whole industry of pure seethe. I could be having a casual conversation with someone and then they nonchalantly say something like "it's too bad there are so many Whites here, amiright, lol, hey did you read that article about..."
The amount of pandering is honestly fatiguing. I'm not obsessed by honkies this much, they don't live rent free in my mind, so why do they seethe at crackers so much for me?
Hate to talk about this shit because it really doesn't matter and too enough people discuss it already but it's actually starting to ruin my college experience and my education.
It's insane how "over-socialized" the people around me are; I'm way too antisocial for this shit. If only I could realistically be a successful mathematician without bothering with college and academia...
