/sci/, I need to get hypomanic right fucking now or I'm going to kill someone. I can't deal with depression anymore. I can't deal with being soulless anymore. I can't deal with beng normal anymore

i don't give a fuck if I get fully manic, if I have a mixed episode or any other shit. the fucking retards that make up the psychological community need to choke on broken glass and die. hypomania is the only fucking thing I have that makes my life worthwhile, and if I can't get it I'm going to kill them, and then my fucking self