>>12757675i still get nightmares about missing classes even though i haven’t taken a class since my last grad school classes like 5 years ago. it probably persists for a while.
my dreams are always either about being late for class, or i enrolled in a class and skipped it and forgot to withdraw so i am fucked, or i forgot about the final. what is weird is that i always did fine in my classes so i have no history of that stuff ever being a problem. maybe the dreams are just a reflection of how well “trained” i was as a student to always keep that in order so now it is just that i was trained to fear those worst case scenarios so they constitute a dark fear in my younger mind that comes back
