Sorry if this not entirely /sci/ - Science & Math related but I have to get it off my chest. I fucking hate one of my classmates.

>tall
>athletic
>good-looking/clear skin
>shoulder length golder hair, no sign of balding
>bright green eyes
>comes from a wealthy background
>excellent in maths and physics

Why is the world so fucking unfair /sci/. Why am I so painfully average. How do I stop being jealous of him. It cripples me to the point that it is slowing me down in my own studies.

This guy will never now what it's like to struggle. Even if he was doing poorly at school he would still be successful in life because of his pretty face, but at least I would have felt better about the fact that I am so FUCKING inferior to him in every other aspects of my life. I don't even have that.

He is fucking better than I will ever be, in fucking everything. This is too fucking much. At that point I would rather kill myself.

I hate his smugness. I hate his false modesty. I hate him from the bottom of my heart.