>>12713336You need to be lucky, OP. There is guarantee in life that you shall find happiness, let alone happiness via a romantic relationship.
Just be honest with yourself, understand that women are different creatures than men, and try having something that other men generally don't have. You won't win the money game, and you probably aren't lucky enough to be a male model with autism.
So, learn to masturbate, don't get pissed that women have a different game-of-life than you do, and make yourself available enough so that, if you're lucky enough, the few girls that are into (_whatever_you_are_here_) will be able to find you.
Pro-tip: if you go after women, you are playing statistics, and being a statistic generally carries negative connotations. If you're not prepared to understand statistics, you might get mad and think the world is conspiring against you--it's not. There are plenty of ugly girl virgins out there.
Keep in mind that the world owes you NOTHING. If a girl eventually falls in love with you, it basically feels more meaningful. If you *expect* to be in a relationship (because look at all the other stupid monkeys in relationships--WHY CAN'T I HAVE THAT?!) then you're setting yourself up for a catastrophic failure of expectation. Use your autism as a strength, not as a weakness. You may be retarded, but at least you *know* you're retarded. Many aren't aware they're retards.
The stereotype is true: you CANNOT give a fuck about a woman, the woman has to give a fuck about you first before you start giving fucks about her. If you don't believe it, but merely act it, then you better be the best fucking actor, better than any Cold War spy. Hence, be yourself (do not adopt a persona or character you cannot portray fully), don't give a fuck (shit isn't owed to you), and hope you get lucky.
The problem is that you have "severe anxiety", which means "I can't follow directions, either my own or those given to me", which basically means you're fucked.
