>>12692441and then it will come back 10 years later, few minutes before sleep and you will struggle with it until 3 am and then you will say FUCK IT, you will make a cofee and will listen to some Fiona Apple until the sun comes up and then you will drink 200ml vodka to calm yourself down, then you will pop some tramadol to get sleepy and you will fall asleep but it won't be relaxing and after 5 hours you will wake up with a terrible headache and will want to kill yourself...i heard