>>12689446i agree that an internal monologue was normal, but i was holding like 3 conversations at once with different walls from my bed room, one was an American that sounded like brad pitt from inglorious bastards, one was nico from the velvet underground, and one was a russian; i can't remember the details of the conversation, but each was a different wall in my bedroom and i voiced all of their speaking parts so to the guy that said schizophrenia was just too much dopamine, i could see how that could be true. But, when i had my first episode i couldn't stop speaking rapidly every thought on my mind so i couldn't hide my symptoms even if i desired too.
>>12689438if i hadn't met that girl, i would still be a sad neet though, now i kind of want to go to college and meet a ton of 17 year old girls to try and get a gf and people with schizophrenia can get a 2k per year scholarship for multiple years so with a pell grant that could be pretty good
the medicinal jew can't be the real answer though, it must be diet, otherwise we are fucked, but i can still cum like once every 2 weeks
