>>12670762Well i had that feeling too
But anon.. how do i say that nicely
It kinda pains me whenever i hear someone say that they needed mushrooms to feel conected to everything like that
For me it was more of a - oh thats a nice illusion - this sensation
For me - LSD and shrooms have always been just - me getting ready to jump head first into a huge gaping mysterious abyss
You might jump out damaged as fucked (never happened to me thank you based god for never having a bad trip)
Or you might return carrying goodies !!
For example - i had a nervous breakdown because of stepfather abuse - and got clinical depression and was in bed for a month, crying and refusing to eat or sleep
I abandoned therapy and meds they gave me (because i was straight edge at the time)
Year of complete agony and a failed suicide attempt - i tried mushrooms - my friend didnt really describe the effect of it to me.
I was not prepared for the immense feeling
BUT i came out that hole carrying the largest loot box of them all - during the trip i realised that - these depressive thoughts are auto-generated from my brain because theres some mechanical malfunction.
I also had a milisecond hallucination - where ive realised the meaning of everything - ive seen like a bunch of atoms clumped toghether zooming out in infinity and i realised thats just a bunch of bubble universes - one of those bubbles was our universe
All in all i realised how fucking inspiring and mind opening (in the creative sense) mushrooms are - and i started meditating and writing down my dreams - and wouldnt you know it - i managed to cure my depression 90 percent after that - i even had a lucid dream inside of my recurring nightmare - and after that ive never had nightmares again.
Mushrooms helped me get more creative, think outside of the box, realise how my thought patterns work and how to avoid depression triggers with anxiety control through breathing and meditation. Basically cured myself without meds.
