/sci/, what's wrong with me? Normally I'm a depressed sack of crap but sometimes I can feel myself get "on a roll" that lasts months. Everything I read tells me this is bipolar disorder, but despite having met with a large number of psychologists, every single one of them says it's not bipolar because unlike with hypomania, those periods when I'm "on a roll" never negatively impact my life, except they ARE negatively impacting my life because i'm addicted to them and constantly jonesing for a hit that isn't coming and i'm struggling to see value in my life without it

why the fuck can't I just get a diagnosis, a prescription and a basic fucking treatment?