All day every day I hear in my mind a neverending stream of either music or imagined conversations I cannot stop that keep me daydreaming constantly. Psychiatrist tried giving me some antipsychotic (Olnazipram or something like that) but it did fuck all.
It's gotten to the point where I cannot listen to music without other songs intruding, I can barely read or pay attention to shit, I have problems sleeping or relaxing, etc...
Is there any way to stop this? I want to not think. I want to have a blank mind. I haven't experienced that in many years, I just want the constant noise and daydreaming to stop. I want control over my mind. Is this possible or is a train my only cure? Is there some pill that could help me?