I have this problem that is making me feel depressed, long story short, when I was born for a moment I was asphyxiated with the umbilical cord during childbirth, most likely due to being a large baby (and also thanks to Latin American doctors) and because of that I have brain damage and ADHD, I never had adequate treatment because the psychologists and neurologists of my country are only Jews who simply wanted money and never did any kind of exam and I did not know about this until I was 17. (And I got into a shitty treatment with ADHD pills like concerta and ritalin, that didn’t work)

I don’t know if I’m going to be like this forever or that is even a chance to recover, honestly I don’t even have the will to live and I can’t even concentrate.