>>12630468whats wrong with EM?
the reason i go back and forth so much is bc of this:
anesthesia I like the idea of owning a patient briefly, but I also don't like the idea that I will eventually do something that directly kills a patient that I will see. mentally i think that would fuck me up
radiology i like the idea of being "closest" to a diagnosis but i dont like the idea of being forced to do study after study with no end in sight
pathology i like the idea of making a diagnosis but have little to no interest in autopsies, and i don't really like looking at slides (compared to radiographs in DR or US for anesthesia procedures)