>>12600768For me, it's this. I have an unhealthy porn collecting addiction. I don't even watcg let alone masturbate to most of the stuff I download. But still I collect and collect terabytes of porn. I'm also obsessed with quality, so the streaming site reencoded shit just doesn't cut it, I have to browse and browse various websites where I can download videos in the original quality. I do this every day, hours upon hours, just searching, collecting and organizing. I honestly don't even know why I do it since I almost never jerk off to the same video twice, so it doesn't even make sense to collect them. But I sort of feel like I accomplished something when I open the folder to a porn actress and I have every video of hers in HD quality. I guess this is how people who collect stamps or baseball cards feel.
Theres also the novelty factor. Collecting the latest and newest or even exclusive stuff (now especially thanks to onlyfans) is just really addicting to me. Every day I wake up and check my regular sources for the newest porn videos.
I think no fap is retarded, but there might be some truth to no porn. It can definitely fuck you up.