>>12584351I didn't wanted to eat meat, and had history of sometimes smoking cannabis. My mom gaslighted me and turned off my cumputer I was working on, until I had psychosis.
They told me internet money is delusion, and I need antipsychotics, and literally forced me into haldol. I don't have anything good at life since then. Everything dissapread, and because I behave different due to antipsychotics, I cannot find a good community.
Real problem is, it haven't cured anything, haven't helped me, but fucked me up.
It made my working memory unfunctional, and I remember what I was doing before dose, the good things, but I cannot do it again.
It's like punishment you've got whole time, you cannot choose, and it's for everything you do.
It's really bad thing.
