>smoke weed
>have a horrible hallucination breakdown, so bad I have to be restrained by paramedics
>worst experience of my life, both mentally and physically excruciating
>felt like an infinite time loop that I've been in billions of times
>somehow rhythm was extremely important. Everything had a rhythm.
>genuinely thought I was in Hell
>After a while I calm down and convince myself that I am the universe and there was a malfunction and my life is going to reset
>felt like milliosn of years, was less than an hour
>still can remember the melody that was playing in my mind
>over a year ago
>still haven't recovered, grades dropped significantly because all cognitive functions are like 30% slower
>every once in a while I'll have a dream that I'm entering that place again and wake up panicking
>there was nothing wrong with the weed
What happened to me? I cant find anything online but I heard somewhere that this means I'm gonna have schizophrenia when I get older.
>have a horrible hallucination breakdown, so bad I have to be restrained by paramedics
>worst experience of my life, both mentally and physically excruciating
>felt like an infinite time loop that I've been in billions of times
>somehow rhythm was extremely important. Everything had a rhythm.
>genuinely thought I was in Hell
>After a while I calm down and convince myself that I am the universe and there was a malfunction and my life is going to reset
>felt like milliosn of years, was less than an hour
>still can remember the melody that was playing in my mind
>over a year ago
>still haven't recovered, grades dropped significantly because all cognitive functions are like 30% slower
>every once in a while I'll have a dream that I'm entering that place again and wake up panicking
>there was nothing wrong with the weed
What happened to me? I cant find anything online but I heard somewhere that this means I'm gonna have schizophrenia when I get older.
