>>12569018I've thought for a while that I'm at least mildly autosexual (I'm a dude, and I have no bearing for how common it is). I've always enjoyed masturbating in front of the mirror or on camera, though these pretty much always include fantasizing about fucking a woman, and used to include being watched. The thought of masturbation itself is arousing to me, and I've had a lot of dreams that fixate on the size of my dick to a comical degree, like it'll be in my hands and two feet long (not any girthier, though).
However it doesn't feel quite like arousal when I see myself in the mirror, but I'm always drawn to looking at myself and posing, especially nude, and might say that I'm engrossed by the activity. I had a long car ride in the back seat, where all I could see in the rear-view mirror were my lips, and I found that I couldn't stop looking at them or desiring them somehow.
I've got a slightly homosexual bent, but I've considered at times whether it might actually be an extension of autosexuality in a bizarre way: that I'm attracted to what I see similar to myself in other men. Anyway, my attraction to men is very uncommon and the fantasies seem to normally involve something of a power dynamic where I use sex to overcome feelings of inferiority, and where the only men I find myself attracted to sincerely are ones I feel are similar to my non-physical ideals for myself.
>>12571725I've fantasized about fooling around with myself before, but the "other" me is still me, not a clone or a double -- more like a copy of me, almost. So I'd consider it something very far from incest. I also don't want to fuck a female me, probably because the change of sex makes it so much unlike me.
>>12573555Not at all what I experience a desire for.
