Should I get high speed internet service in my shithole and pursue omniscience? Decidicate my entire existence to becoming an omniscient superhuman beyond anything you could ever imagine...

OR

Get basic internet service/hotspot and live my life as a normal human being and specialize in one or two important areas such as math or neuroscience and potentially become an astronaut and explore space?

Or
Should I keep my shitty hotspot and get satellite internet and major in psychology and be a below average waste of a life?

Or
Stay working at my shitty job with my shitty associates degree with my shitty mobile data and stay a loser?

Or
Should I kill myself right now? Give me the word and I promise you, I'll do it right now.