Hello. It's new years. 2021. For the past 25 years, I have wasted my life denying my own existence, hiding in isolation, pursuing a pure math degree and then dropping out during an existential crisis in which I believed knowledge was not possible and that I was wasting my life. I believed in acatalepsy. I believe true knowledge could never be known. The pursuit of knowledge and omniscience was futile and our death will bring forth more unanswerable questions that will never be answered due to limits beyond our comprehension.