>>12511566I’m guessing you feel trans OP? I did too for a while, both because of 4channel and other uncomfortable internet communities pushing you to it or being unrealistically supportive. I was also abused as a kid and wasn’t ever really taught anything about anything, parents just left everything to the public education system.
Watch less porn if you watch a lot of it, if you need to watch it just watch amateur solo stuff.
More importantly though, it’s ok to have feminine features, it’s ok to like feminine things, it’s ok to wear pink or whatever, it’s ok to smooth shave your body. Don’t fall into a trap of going the opposite route of being an ‘alpha’ or shit like how to be a man. Both things will likely make you miserable.
I don’t know if this is really getting through, literally just saying ‘be yourself’....but try it out, take care of yourself and indulge in things traditionally considered feminine that you like. Just chill.