I just can't.

School math just ruined it for me.
I studied calculus and subjects which at nature are extremely complex, in their most shallow form, things I do not understand to their core.

trigonemtry functions like COS and SIN are something most math pupils don't understand at core.

How am I supposed to understand things that mathetmaticans took centeriues to discover?

I feel dumb because I can't be gauss, or a good mathematician.

I hate high school math so math.