I wish i could be good at physics, at math.

I wish it was different.

I can write like one can, but accurate fields are not my strong suit.

My logical intelligence is stale and nothing too good, and my visual spatial intelligence is unironically borderline retarded, not joking.

I can program but nothing amazing. I can't fix tables and physical stuff, can barely understand maps.

Im tired of being a verbal nigger, i envy gauss and math geniuses so much.