>>12499927Honestly, if you want to be like that, just let the life hit you really hard.
After living through 2 family tragedies happening one after another in a time shorter than 2 years, left alone to deal with all of it, alienated with no friends I just dont give a shit about how i feel and how other people feel. I just do shit because i had to be like that i guess to not commit suicide. People just like to talk how sorry they are for you but when it comes to offering real help, no one will do it truly since it requires too much sacrifice. At least in my fucking experience. Hope you have a nice life, but in my wolrd people are disgusting and maybe so am I. Youd probably think im a dickhead.
