>>12472150dude, abandon all hope. clown world is in full swing. check yourself for a religion. if you got one, good. start practicing it. if not. start a relationship with god and nature by yourself. pick father figures from the vast archive of western civ, and let them guide you.
>>12472162 he gave you some anti toxins to your current state , but you gotta do the work. you gonna die some day. die proud, caus you have done your max. be honest humble and work hard for your hearts inclinations. visit pol if you need some detox from clown world and more understanding.
clown world is mostly about creating and manifesting the hermit for most of us. that's the cards we have been dealt. best of luck, fit lit master race.