>>12471100Yea but he is right. I am called handsome by women, and I get laid on a pretty consistent basis if I feel motivated to jump through the hoops, but it’s almost never worth my time, and at worst the outcome is crippling depression from being lied to, made a fool of, and deeply hurt psychologically/emotionally.
I really hate it when I see dudes blaming everything that goes wrong in their lives on women, but the fact of my situation is that they have been a net negative. Their affections, too, are fleeting, and hollow. There is no true fulfillment with them. At least for me. They all turn out to have ulterior motives.
So it gets to the point where, yes, whenever gay guys compliment me or give me attention it’s almost -more- meaningful to me, because it feels genuine. Every time a gay dude hits on me or expresses attraction I am happy that anyone would even come out up front with no head games to express such affection. It’s a relief. If there ever was some fantastical gay serum I might even fucking take it, because at least then I might find someone that doesn’t automatically see me as a product to suck the life out of and throw away on a whim. Could all just be a false perspective though, of course.
