>>12458895>>12458953read your post just now.
I don't know who I am if I'm not the person doing what my mom wants for me.
>>12460259I was bored in HS so I did full time community college. I was in football, but quit because I didn't want to be friends with anyone there. and in HS everyone kept fucking pestering me, I just wanted to be alone. When I would write in my notebook teachers would stalk over my shoulder to see what I've written, one once demanded I show them, so I spend after school in the office because I "misbehaved." I would reading during class and lunch alone because I didn't want to be bothered. So I went to a CC. While I was there I was super neurotic about succeeding, the state was paying for the two years I was there so it was free.
Then I got into a state school so my credits would transfer.
It's my first year at a state school. I hated physics so I didn't take any but I need it, so my first quarter I am taking physics.
and I am doing shit because it's a shitty class.
I was going to do CS, but I can't unless I do physhits.
my mum wants me to work in tech industry.
I wanted to be an electrician after high school.
>>12461348likely both.